Monday, August 11, 2014
Sigh. It seems my entire existence can be summed up by a single sigh, at least currently. I'm currently in Folsom visiting my aunt/uncle/nieces, which is a fairly comforting way to pass the time, but I still can't help but question basically everything. I'm reminded, a little bit, of the movie "Inception," in which Saito says "don't you want to take a leap of faith? Or do you want to become an old man, filled with regret? " I'm currently struggling, perhaps just a little, to not be drowning in regret of my own. Mostly, of course, this is because of the accident. Although, I guess I was dealing with a lot of angst just prior to my accident as well. Now it's just considerably more.